And it's over, and it's alright.

because I am:
Beautiful.
Strong.
Independent.

I  have never needed a man to define me before, and I will never need ANYONE to define me. 

Yes, he hurt me greatly.  More than any person in this world ever has had the ability to do. BUT, I am strong. And, I know what I want in life, and that is not what I want.

If he could look at another girl in a loving way, then fuck him. 

I want someone for me.

I just know now, for myself - that I am strong. That I am going to get through this. 

That I am not going to cry in despair and hate and be miserable.

I have the MCAT to study for and that's the goal I have to keep in mind.

He was just a part of my life and his chapter has ended.

Time for the rest to come - and I'm excited!!!

I must and will get over this.
I must and will forget about him.
AND I will not budge.  I will stay strong.
I will not call.
I will not forgive.
I will not forget.
And most of all I will never make the same mistake again. Ever.

I am a powerful woman with much potential.

So from here on my journey begins without him in the future.

I am so excited right now. 

First, I got to hang out with some of my girls and it was a blast!  We rode around on motorbikes and wreaked havoc on the street in front of Laura's house.  I also got stuck at the bottom of the hill with the motorbike and had to waddle it up the road. 

Second, My brother and sister have been so much fun.  I've enjoyed playing with them everyday.  We set up activities to do and what to see.  I took them to the loop yesterday and got them bubble tea and we walked around and saw the shops... then got rained on.

Third, I go up to school super soon!  This would otherwise be extremely depressing because lots of work is pretty much going to be the expectation when I get back to school for debate and this school year - but I get to see Liz who I haven't seen in over 6-months and AND I get to see my man!!!! God I miss him.

Finally, I am just in a good mood and hope to keep it that way. 

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I LOVE FACEBOOK!!!

It's so wonderful.  It has let me meet so many people, people like me. These global groups keep me so happy and informed.  Go facebook go facebook go!